Made New

breakthrough1   I have spent the last few years running from God. A failed marriage and chronic homelessness left me feeling abandoned by God. If fact, I spent this time doing all “I” could to ensure that separation. Blocking myself from anything remotely related to Him. Returning back to a life of bondage, drugs, alcohol and sexual sin. But even in my running, I could feel His constant presence drawing me back to Him.

Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path was like a “jump start’ to my heart, setting me on my new path back into the arms of my loving, never failing Father. NG2NP helped me to recognize the strongholds that I had allowed back into my life and, how to continually cleanse my soul. Luke 11:24 is EXACTLY what happened to me.

Though I had been delivered from many things in the past, I had not done my part in keeping the Word of God in my heart and returned to my sinful behaviors. Oppression, generational curses and ungodly beliefs came back much worse than before. Mathew 12:45.

Since going through NG2NP Ministry I can say with great confidence that I have been swept clean! ALL depression and feelings of self-hatred are gone! Hallelujah! My identity has been restored! GOD IS FAITHFUL! Having  renewed peace of mind, my thoughts stay fixed on the things that are honorable and true Philippians 4:8. My ministry team was warm and full of understanding and empathy. They were very thorough in guiding me and allowing the Holy Spirit to have His way. I never felt rushed or judged. The ministry diagrams and exercises brought everything into perspective for me.

Each new day since completing my Narrow Gate journey, I can honestly say I feel the Holy Spirits presence as never before. I have found strength in Christ and now have healthy boundaries.  God’s Word now will assist me in my daily decisions. Holy Spirit is with me always, I feel His constant presence, His peace. I feel comforted and calm and I am absolutely sure it is a result of my restored relationship with The Holy Spirit.

I would recommend this ministry to anyone who wants healing for the heart of their inner child. Anyone wanting to turn over wounds from their past to Jesus. Although it can be done through seeking God and a personal relationship with Him, NG2NP is like a crash – course and a jump – start into healing your soul and understanding how past hurts really can prevent us from experiencing His peace and love individually for you. It was like a “pressure washing” of my heart.

Jesus through the Holy Spirit, has swept me clean, renewed me, refilled me and given me a new wineskin and new wine!! Glory to God I’ve been MADE NEW!!

SET FREE

roses 3After going through the 2-day Narrow Gate process, I now can truly say I love myself.

The support I received from the NG2NP After Care Team encouraged me to daily read my affirmations about my True Identity. It has changed my life. God’s Word has come alive in me like never before. The team lovingly lead me back to scripture if I happened to struggle that day.

Since my NG2NP session, I have been able to set healthy boundaries with those around me. NO MORE people pleasing! My relationship with the Lord has become more intimate. I sense His presence much more. He is my priority; He speaks to me and I hear Him clearly. I feel victorious and strong. I feel focused and I sleep

A LOT better! I am also able to trust God more deeply, surrendering all to Him and being at peace. Praise God!

Scriptures that I have know in my head for years, have been supernaturally transferred to my heart and that is changing my perspective, reactions and my total well-being. My husband said recently he sees that I am more focused, resilient, at ease and less reactive.

My NG2NP Facilitators were patient and caring. They were strong and attentive at the same time, compassionate and full of wisdom. They were AMAZING as the Holy Spirit flowed through them. Words cannot accurately describe how effective and how much I received from this ministry. I left that day a changed WOMAN, and I am forever grateful. They were capable and competent in letting the Holy Spirit lead me into the freedom and into the place that I so desperately needed to be.

I bless them with my whole heart.

I absolutely recommend Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path. I would tell them, “I have truly been SET-FREE.”

My Good Father

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Before I came to the “Narrow Gate,” I wondered what God thought of me, and, I was holding on to a lot of confusion. I was struggling to tightly grip my salvation, identity and security, because of sin in my life. I couldn’t seem to fix my eyes on Jesus. My Narrow Gate facilitators dug deep down into my past to pinpoint just where my confusion, sin and insecurities may have been rooted. Through Biblical teaching and prayer, I found clarity and direction. I also found that God really does love my soul. He created me in His image so that I would reflect His Glory. Despite my rebellion and wandering off like the prodigal son, He made a way that I could come home. God desires the best for me, and everyone. He does not want us to follow satan onto the path of death; but rather, He desires His perfect will for our lives! He cares deeply for us, like a good father should. He keeps track of our every thought, and I know that He hears me because he has answered my prayers many times! Through NG2NP I found that Jesus,The Good Shepherd, loves His sheep (John 10). He laid down His life to save us from the wide path that the enemy desires for us. Jesus did His final work to lead us through the narrow gate, which is the pathway to the Father. I was reminded when we accept Jesus as Lord and Savior, He becomes our “Good Shepherd”. The only way to God is to surrender to Jesus and He will become our Lord. I chose to follow Jesus because I love Jesus. I love Him because He first loved me. He is mighty to save us from death, how deep is His love for me!! He finished the work, ministers to me and He purchased my ransom! Anything the world has to offer, which is all perishable, cannot compare to His worth!!
I see now, when I trust in myself, I start to worry and stress myself out. But, when I fix my eyes on Him, I remember my strength is in Him. He is my strong tower, my fortress, my salvation and only He completes me.
Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path Ministry lead me back to the heart of worship..And His name is Jesus.

Peace In The Storm

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Four years ago, my life changed forever. My 3rd son was just born, and I was submerged into severe depression and anxiety. It was suffocating. I prayed and prayed, but relief didn’t come. I eventually found a way to make it through each day. It was a very painful time in my life where I encountered a lot of judgement from the Christian community. At the end of the year, my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 metastatic cancer. A routine eye exam showed a melanoma in his eye and the cancer had spread to his liver. I had just begun to feel like I could breathe again, but this diagnosis plunged me once again into darkness. The anxiety was out of control. Most days were spent in exhaustion as I tried so hard to focus. The next few years were hard, but I eventually found myself on solid ground. I had an amazing vision of my dad which spurred me on in my pursuit of God. He was cheering me on and he was so full of life and joy! It was so healing!!! Months later I began to pray a bold prayer. For God to separate truth from lies. He began to show me things that I couldn’t believe. I had allowed satan to really entangle my mind. I felt freer than I had in so long. I thought I was finally through!

August brought a serious accident for my 3 year and I had one of the worst panic attack’s of my life. It was humiliating and embarrassing. It showed me I was not free. It was also very scary. Thankfully, a dear friend spoke a powerful prophetic word to me that God had allowed the incident so his healing could go deeper.

A few days later my mom signed me up for Narrow Gate. To be honest, I didn’t want to go at all. I didn’t want to need help. I wanted to be healthy on my own. But Thankfully my mom and many other wonderful women prayed me there!

The first session was so eye opening!!! I finally saw why I hadn’t been able to get completely free. Through this amazing ministry, generational curses were broken and sins were uncovered and forgiven. I felt clean. I felt whole. I was very raw, but I knew I was given a new start. Things weren’t automatically easy over night. And it has taken a lot of perseverance to continue forward, but the Bible is pretty clear about that anyway. PRESS towards the goal to win the prize.
I have to share also how amazing it is to have peace in the midst of very scary circumstances. My mom was diagnosed with a brain tumor recently. This same thing would have undone me a year ago. But it has actually brought spiritual growth. Yes, it’s been hard and emotional, but God is showing up in a mighty way! I’m so thankful to the beautiful ministry of Narrow Gate. The healing and freedom I received has allowed me to face uncertainty with peace. This is the true way of Jesus!!!!

Set Free Indeed

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I truly have been set-free. John 8:36 says, “So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” I am here to declare and decree That The Great I AM has done just that.

Anger, rage, anxiety, control, resentment and other stronghold that were in my life, are now GONE in Jesus name and I declare VICTORY over every one of them. And with the leading and guiding of the Holy Spirit, I will continue to renounce the seeds of generational sin. From now on I know I will walk as an over-comer alongside my new found freedom and with GREAT authority from My Lord.

After my Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path session I now to speak life over every negative situation that comes. I am no longer a victim. I am victorious through Christ, a Daughter of The King, I am Set-free and REDEEMED!

I am amazed at how much more self confident I feel. I have such JOY in His strength in my life. Jesus has given me new boldness and greater compassion to my family and friends. Even revelations and words of knowledge are more clear and defined.

I understand more than ever that people and situations around me may not change, but what has changed is my responses and reactions to them. I KNOW the Holy Spirit will quicken in me immediately, guiding my next steps on how I am to respond with His Grace and Mercy.

I felt so safe and comfortable with my NG2NP facilitators. I knew this was my time to be open and transparent to receive my ultimate freedom I was seeking and I was determined to go for it ALL. I was so blessed to see and feel the presence of the Holy Spirit as He directed my facilitators. I was in awe of the way they flowed with Him for my maximum healing, and at the way the Holy Spirit ministered to me personally.

The NG2NP After Care Team is critical in renewing your mind. I was so blessed by them. My daily affirmations and their support was absolutely necessary.

I would say to any woman who may struggle with strongholds, if they take their NG2NP sessions, After Care and their affirmations seriously, they will walk into their new life given by Christ. You will be amazed! Thank YOU Jesus I AM FREE INDEED!!

He Carries me

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Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path has helped me to BREAK FREE from my greatest stronghold, anxiety.

I was so anxious, I couldn’t stay home by myself or walk to my house from my car at night. I would drive around waiting for my husband to get home. Going through Narrow Gate, I learned I have power and greater understanding through repentance and renunciation. Now, the fear and anxiety that used to hold me captive, no longer have a hold on me. I’ve been home alone now multiple times and I can be outside at night! No problem! I’m done allowing the devil to play games with my mind and emotions. My will is to please Jesus, so all is well with my soul!

During NG2NP, I was given a vision and a Word from God, “Hallowed” which is defined as, “set-apart, holy, sanctified, and honored greatly.” I’m convinced that is how my Heavenly Father sees me. He is the Highest King and I am His daughter. I’ve always known that He has saved me, but through my NG2NP Ministry Team, who treated me beautifully, not only has Jesus saved me, but He CARRIES ME daily, He always will.

Today, I am much more sensitive toward others. I genuinely want to understand and help if I can. As far as conflict resolutions go, I’m determined to communicate and resolve disagreements in a Godly manner. I’m excited about my new peaceful freedom, and I’m excited to be able to be able to show my children that having a close relationship with the Holy Spirit is real and important. I am passionate about showing children the benefits of having a strong faith in Christ.

If I were to recommend Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path to someone, I would simply say it’s absolutely worth it. It’s an amazing opportunity to obtain more freedom than you have ever felt. Jesus IS beautiful and He WILL show Himself to you.

 

 

Oceans Of Sin

melissa When I turned eighteen I took my eyes off of Christ and, as one would expect, I sunk into an ocean of sin. My insistence to depend on myself (or a man) resulted in decisions and compromises of my beliefs that pushed me further and further away from the narrow path of righteousness. I opted out of wearing the armor of God and I turned my back on the truth and God’s promises.  Over the next ten years, I flailed my arms and thrashed my legs through waves of pain and abuse, thinking that my own strength could set me free. I was wrong.

In May of 2018, my life changed. You see, I stopped fighting the ocean of sin I was in and I began to sink to the bottom of the darkness that had been consuming me for so long. I was tired of fighting to breathe; to be in control; to be safe. I made the decision to give up. Thus, Satan almost won—almost. But God’s plans are superior, impenetrable, victorious, perfect, and powerful. Satan’s games are no match for the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords; my Heavenly Father.

In my moment of final suffocation, God dragged me up toward the surface of the water and when I opened my eyes I was standing on the water, standing face-to-face with Jesus and my eyes have been locked on his ever since. Five months have passed since I received God’s grace and mercy and each day I stand in awe of the awesome power of Jesus.

Although I believe wholeheartedly that my salvation has been bought and paid for by the blood of Jesus, I am also aware that the scars of my past continue to be a challenge to my faith and intimacy with Christ. Traveling through Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path allowed me to heal from the wounds of my past in a way that is rooted in the Bible and God’s will. The facilitators carefully and compassionately navigated me through the pain I had been holding on to from my past and I was able to identify the differences between what the world says about me and what God says about me. I know now without any doubt that God loves me, Jesus saved me, and I am now a Daughter of the King–beautifully and wonderfully made with value beyond compare.

Never Too Old For Restoration

In pondering what I could share to express my testimony of “internal renovation”, a favorite TV program came to mind. In these programs, wonderfully talented people go into a house and tear down dilapidated parts and rebuild it to make it better. Or they may convert the attic into a bedroom. A bedroom symbol, in a dream, means a place of intimacy (with God), rest (from emotional issues), privacy (spending time with God), relaxation (releasing fear of never measuring up to expectations). An attic symbolizes stored memories and artifacts; frame Of mind; confusion; strongholds of ways of thinking about a given situation and so much more. God’s spiritual construction workers, under the guidance of Holy Spirit, began demolishing my junked up emotional attic. Piece by piece issues were pull off and put in the trash bin. The next step of renovation was to redecorate with clean new thought patterns created by God. One major change after these secession’s were concluded was the ease with which I was able to commune with Holy Spirit. Transition into HIS presence is now simply easy. No struggle to get into HIS presence. Another change is how quickly I catch negative thoughts buzzing around my head like flies and deal with them. Hope has been renewed in my heart. Anxiety which has hammered me for over 10 years from dealing with my husband’s brain stem stroke, has lessened in its intensity. There are other
areas that still need more work and that will be done in do season. The Maser Foreman never sleeps nor slumbers. It will get done. I was truly “touched” by God’s love and healing of long standing life time of hidden secrets. The entire Narrow Gate Team did more ministry to my inner man than I have experienced in my 78 years of living.

I deeply appreciate this ministry and recommend it to anyone who is having a struggle with their emotions.

 

My Chains Are Broken

In May of 2016, I went through Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path Soul Care Ministry For Women. It literally changed my life.

Previously, I lived a very “worldly” life for years which ultimately lead to heavy drug addiction and behaviors, sexual sin, sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, homelessness and jail. I was deeply wounded and broken. I gave my life to the Lord 8 years ago, and He slowly began my transformation. But even though I had a personal relationship with Jesus and even though I had been delivered from my worldly ways, I still felt deep wounds which affected me. I still had no voice, no self-esteem, no confidence and I was very timid bound by fear and shame. I didn’t know who I was in Christ or how He saw me. I was truly delivered through Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path (NG2NP) from Satan’s deception which relentlessly told me I was a worthless human being and that I could never be used by God. Through NG2NP, my eyes and heart were opened to see who I really am in Christ and how He sees me, I’ve learned my true Identity. I do have a voice! I will speak without fear. I am confident and bold in Christ. I am worthy to be loved and to love, I AM A CHILD OF GOD!!!!

Today, I am a happily married woman. I am currently getting my Masters in Counseling and I’m working at New Horizons.