Before Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path Ministry, there wasn’t much intimacy with God. I read my Bible, did my devotionals, prayed etc. But, it wasn’t from a heart filled with desire for Him. It was from a mind saying this is what you are supposed to do.
When I arrived at “The Fortress,” for my first session, I didn’t know what to expect. I wondered what my facilitators would think of me after reading my application. Would they even be able to look at me? I knocked on the door and went inside, all I felt was love. There was no judgement, just love. It was at this moment I began to understand how loved I am. I have now come to understand how many people were praying, standing and rooting for me at my time of my ministry. Today it makes me feel so grateful to know that God absolutely pre-ordained this NG2NP moment just for me.
I learned so much about myself. I had no idea how much generational mind sets, attitudes and behaviors had affected me. I had no idea how soul ties and word curses spoken over me by others and by myself, had affected my every day life and those around me. Its almost unbelievable! There was so much shame, insecurity and self-loathing. I didn’t even realize the things I was speaking over myself. My biggest break-through was really finally learning and believing my true identity in Christ. I was finally able to accept The Fathers great love for me and see myself as Jesus sees me. I understand the sacrifice of the cross of Christ so much more deeply now.
Today, I am at peace with me, and I have learned how precious and specific to me spending time with the Holy Spirit is. I am learning to spend time with Him more and more. I am able to wait on Him and rely on His leading. THATS A BEAUTIFUL THING!!
I am so grateful for Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path. My NG2NP facilitators, after-care and intercessors were all incredibly important parts of my restoration. This whole team assisted in getting me to see my old belief system. They helped me to see all the lies I was believing for a very, VERY long time. These were lies from the enemy. My NG2NP Team then replaced the old with new tools that I needed to re-write those ungodly beliefs into MY new Godly beliefs. These affirmations, and the daily encouragement from NG2NP after-care team has been a tremendous help on the days that seemed a little rougher.
I am so incredibly grateful for Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path Ministry and I pray each team member knows what an impact they have had on my life. I HIGHLY recommend Narrow Gate for anyone who feels stuck and has lost hope. Everyone needs to know in their heart how loved they are by God. It’s AMAZING!!