He Carries me

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Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path has helped me to BREAK FREE from my greatest stronghold, anxiety.

I was so anxious, I couldn’t stay home by myself or walk to my house from my car at night. I would drive around waiting for my husband to get home. Going through Narrow Gate, I learned I have power and greater understanding through repentance and renunciation. Now, the fear and anxiety that used to hold me captive, no longer have a hold on me. I’ve been home alone now multiple times and I can be outside at night! No problem! I’m done allowing the devil to play games with my mind and emotions. My will is to please Jesus, so all is well with my soul!

During NG2NP, I was given a vision and a Word from God, “Hallowed” which is defined as, “set-apart, holy, sanctified, and honored greatly.” I’m convinced that is how my Heavenly Father sees me. He is the Highest King and I am His daughter. I’ve always known that He has saved me, but through my NG2NP Ministry Team, who treated me beautifully, not only has Jesus saved me, but He CARRIES ME daily, He always will.

Today, I am much more sensitive toward others. I genuinely want to understand and help if I can. As far as conflict resolutions go, I’m determined to communicate and resolve disagreements in a Godly manner. I’m excited about my new peaceful freedom, and I’m excited to be able to be able to show my children that having a close relationship with the Holy Spirit is real and important. I am passionate about showing children the benefits of having a strong faith in Christ.

If I were to recommend Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path to someone, I would simply say it’s absolutely worth it. It’s an amazing opportunity to obtain more freedom than you have ever felt. Jesus IS beautiful and He WILL show Himself to you.

 

 

Oceans Of Sin

melissa When I turned eighteen I took my eyes off of Christ and, as one would expect, I sunk into an ocean of sin. My insistence to depend on myself (or a man) resulted in decisions and compromises of my beliefs that pushed me further and further away from the narrow path of righteousness. I opted out of wearing the armor of God and I turned my back on the truth and God’s promises.  Over the next ten years, I flailed my arms and thrashed my legs through waves of pain and abuse, thinking that my own strength could set me free. I was wrong.

In May of 2018, my life changed. You see, I stopped fighting the ocean of sin I was in and I began to sink to the bottom of the darkness that had been consuming me for so long. I was tired of fighting to breathe; to be in control; to be safe. I made the decision to give up. Thus, Satan almost won—almost. But God’s plans are superior, impenetrable, victorious, perfect, and powerful. Satan’s games are no match for the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords; my Heavenly Father.

In my moment of final suffocation, God dragged me up toward the surface of the water and when I opened my eyes I was standing on the water, standing face-to-face with Jesus and my eyes have been locked on his ever since. Five months have passed since I received God’s grace and mercy and each day I stand in awe of the awesome power of Jesus.

Although I believe wholeheartedly that my salvation has been bought and paid for by the blood of Jesus, I am also aware that the scars of my past continue to be a challenge to my faith and intimacy with Christ. Traveling through Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path allowed me to heal from the wounds of my past in a way that is rooted in the Bible and God’s will. The facilitators carefully and compassionately navigated me through the pain I had been holding on to from my past and I was able to identify the differences between what the world says about me and what God says about me. I know now without any doubt that God loves me, Jesus saved me, and I am now a Daughter of the King–beautifully and wonderfully made with value beyond compare.

Never Too Old For Restoration

In pondering what I could share to express my testimony of “internal renovation”, a favorite TV program came to mind. In these programs, wonderfully talented people go into a house and tear down dilapidated parts and rebuild it to make it better. Or they may convert the attic into a bedroom. A bedroom symbol, in a dream, means a place of intimacy (with God), rest (from emotional issues), privacy (spending time with God), relaxation (releasing fear of never measuring up to expectations). An attic symbolizes stored memories and artifacts; frame Of mind; confusion; strongholds of ways of thinking about a given situation and so much more. God’s spiritual construction workers, under the guidance of Holy Spirit, began demolishing my junked up emotional attic. Piece by piece issues were pull off and put in the trash bin. The next step of renovation was to redecorate with clean new thought patterns created by God. One major change after these secession’s were concluded was the ease with which I was able to commune with Holy Spirit. Transition into HIS presence is now simply easy. No struggle to get into HIS presence. Another change is how quickly I catch negative thoughts buzzing around my head like flies and deal with them. Hope has been renewed in my heart. Anxiety which has hammered me for over 10 years from dealing with my husband’s brain stem stroke, has lessened in its intensity. There are other
areas that still need more work and that will be done in do season. The Maser Foreman never sleeps nor slumbers. It will get done. I was truly “touched” by God’s love and healing of long standing life time of hidden secrets. The entire Narrow Gate Team did more ministry to my inner man than I have experienced in my 78 years of living.

I deeply appreciate this ministry and recommend it to anyone who is having a struggle with their emotions.

 

My Chains Are Broken

In May of 2016, I went through Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path Soul Care Ministry For Women. It literally changed my life.

Previously, I lived a very “worldly” life for years which ultimately lead to heavy drug addiction and behaviors, sexual sin, sexual abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, homelessness and jail. I was deeply wounded and broken. I gave my life to the Lord 8 years ago, and He slowly began my transformation. But even though I had a personal relationship with Jesus and even though I had been delivered from my worldly ways, I still felt deep wounds which affected me. I still had no voice, no self-esteem, no confidence and I was very timid bound by fear and shame. I didn’t know who I was in Christ or how He saw me. I was truly delivered through Narrow Gate 2 Narrow Path (NG2NP) from Satan’s deception which relentlessly told me I was a worthless human being and that I could never be used by God. Through NG2NP, my eyes and heart were opened to see who I really am in Christ and how He sees me, I’ve learned my true Identity. I do have a voice! I will speak without fear. I am confident and bold in Christ. I am worthy to be loved and to love, I AM A CHILD OF GOD!!!!

Today, I am a happily married woman. I am currently getting my Masters in Counseling and I’m working at New Horizons.